Words can't express

just how awful I feel inside.

1. I got kicked out of school because I was filled with arrogance and refused to even revise.
2. I realize I'm not a very good salesman.
3. The girl I like for the longest time doesn't respond much to me anymore.
4. I hit the clubs and I can't even find a girl to dance with.
5. My spiritual life has reached a plateau.
6. I'm broke.
7. Nobody I know has a full combination of points 1 through 6.
8. Girls don't even look at me.

Oh Lord, I need your help. One way, or another. I am writhing in self pity and can't seem to be bothered to do anything about my pathetic life. Wallowing in this pile of shit can't be the future. I was once able to claim Jer 29:11

P.S. Does she even know that I like her, and is this feeling even slightly mutual? Even the slightest bit. Hey T, I like you.